6,e6 & e7

hmm,it's been two weeks more i didn't update the blog!

don't feel weird,last time was more longer..

should feel happy cz im updating now! C=

okok..i know my blog doesn't like others so interesting.

but i didn't open to public actually..

i don't even tell others i got a blog, unless they exchange their blog with me..

so..i felt amazingly how others could find my blog!

is it my blog become so famous already??

i don't think so!

okay,i went to inti from three weeks ago(i think?)..

nothing much has change, except some of the fresh faces..

felt more lonely since some of the friends had moved to apartment(desa palma)

and some of them were waiting to transfer to aussie.

actually this didn't affect much for me,

im always alone in inti,

i mean, most of the time i walk alone to school,

eat alone,play squash alone or stay at room,of course alone!

well..i didn't mean to show how pathetic am i or what,

i just want to say that,it's really hard to find someone who you can really talk to in inti..

if you find that,yea..congratulations..

i also didn't mean that i don't have any friends in inti,well,i have many now..

most of them were good..

sometimes the conflict happens because we are come from different place,

we are just not used to it only..as the time goes on,i learnt how to be forbearing,

actually they have the same pattern!

Johor people got their style and the same goes to the people from KL or Seremban.

and sometimes you will know that which place they come from based on their outlook,talking style..so funny huh?

when i play squash recently,

i will remember the time i play with Kah Yan,

well,she's from Ipoh, and i just knew her from last semester..

and how great that she is from Ipoh also!

the first time i saw her was at the first lesson of squash..

she has a nice look actually,so i have a feeling to be friend with her..=.=

that time i heard that she was only speaking in english,

"oh damn!" i was thinking..

because i really scare of talking to this kind of girl..

then one of day,

i finally talk to her when she got no player to practise..

i teached her squash and asked her where she came from..

that's how i know her..!

why i talked about her?i don't know really..

it's not like i like her..i just have a special feeling with her!

and how to describe that feeling,i really got no idea..

anyway,like what she said,it's such a waste to know her at her last semester in inti.

she was studied AUP in inti and her course was finished and ready to go to US!

so i've decided to spend more time with her before she leaves!(why spend more time with her???)

last week i went back to Ipoh and since there were many ffk people in Ipoh,i tried to ask her out for movie..

two movies actually!how good..she just accompany me to watch the movies!

and the movies were Iron man 2 and Ip Man 2..

she never watch Ip Man before and just forced by me to watch..luckily she said it was nice!(yea,of course..everyone will say so!)

we watched the first movie at friday..guess what!Kar Kar was sitting beside me!we were watching the same movie at the same line!what a coincidence! C=

the second movie was at saturday!the second coincidence,we were sitting on the same seat which we watch iron man yesterday!really don't know what to say..haa!

actually we planned to go for banana boat ice cream after the movie..but that time was late and we decided to go next time!so...we'll meet again huh?

besides,she really collect the sand from Pulau Redang and give it to me..so happy when i receive it..

Thanks ah hoooo!C= i really appreciate it very much.. the letter really made me feel touch..

even though i didn't know you for so long..but you are a special friend of mine,

maybe you are the only girl(except Li Teng) in inti who can speaks cantonese with me,

that's why i felt familiar with you..

you treat me like an old friend i don't know why..ya..maybe that's just my opinion..

but i treat you like my old friend too.

maybe i keep complaining your house is too far,why i should buy you a racket..

but that's not true,i feel very happy when u agreed to go out with me for movie,

and i secretly planned to buy you a racket so that you can bring it and practise at US.

hope that we can still watch movie after three years huh?

anyway,please take good care! C=

Okay,tomorrow im gonna go to Johor!

to celebrate Wei Far's 21st birthday..

oh!im gonna be 21st next year!

i didnt ask for any celebration for the last few years..

but this time i ask for one!hehe

stop stop...its too soon to talk bout that..

anyway,Ka Kei..

i'm sorry that i can't go back for your birthday..

i know i've been a little rude from the message last time..

i really planned to go back at 4th Jun to celebrate your birthday at 5th..

but i don't know why u suddenly change to this saturday..

don't blame me okay?

wish you happy birthday in advance here, Ka Kei.

last day

well,tomorrow..hmmm..actually is today already,

its my last day in Ipoh!

so fast and yet i still not ready to go..

Penang trip?no..!it ends up with me staying home alone and playing computer everyday..

what the hell is going on?its my problem or what?

i didnt ask you to do anything like cut your balls or what..

just a travel, happy and full with joy..

what's the matter?
if can,i really dont wanna discuss this matter here,

i mean,i really feel boring with this topic already,
i'd rather you to tell me the problem instead of keep silent in front of me or act some shitty face in front of me..

sighs,yea i know sometimes im not a good friend...especially when i get angry,you all didnt being bad to me..this is what i most appreciated.

i really wanna be nice with you all,

you know sometimes i feel like the distance between you all are getting larger, which i dont want it happens.

Today,Ka Kei asked me to go yum cha!

hmm..actually we should have went from yesterday!

but unfortunately,it rained, so that it cancelled by her!

i was so excited about the yum cha,cz finally i can do the different thing already!

so bad..

anyway,we went today!

dont know why Min was not going..

and i purposely brought the camera for him..

but at the same time i want to practise my photography skill as well!

i really felt disappointed when i saw the photo taken by the other people was so beautiful!

i wonder how they take it!

i mean, the color, the angle..i really hope one day i can do it!

okay,actually we tried to take this photo and show clearly the LCD screen from the camera..

but it can't be done dont know why...

anyone can tell me?

actually this time was the first time i fetch by Ka Kei,which means the first time i saw her drive!

how's the driving skill?hmm..you should try it first before i tell you! =p

and then,suddenly rain heavily...

and Ka Kei not happy!

actually,we didnt chat much thing,

just some people's life and not suitable to tell you here.

And MOST IMPORTANTLY, she and Ken will be going to KL at next wednesday!

after that, they will go to Melaka as well,

shit!that's the place i hope to go also after i bought the camera..

see!that's another one again!

i dont know whether they are purposely or what...

anyway,Ken's party tonight..

and also Long's birthday suprise for tonight!

well,he wont see this blog,so its still suprise for him!

bless my day will be enjoyable!

so hard

hmm..suprisingly im blogging again!
well..i just blog when i got the mood to blog,
ok i admit that im lazy to blog even though i got that mood.
what to post today?
okay,i wonder why it is so hard to forget something..
i am a forgetful person,so easy to forget the things ask by my friends to do,so easy to forget the notes that i had memorized before..
but yesterday i saw the facebook,wow, XXXXXX is in a relationship with ...
i was like, what the hell, why the facebook show it to me?
and i think how come i care at the same time...?
its not like i still like her,just...i also dont know how to describe this feeling..
maybe i saw that fellow, is the type of guy i hate the most..
wonder why i lost to him!nvm,i cursed them long ago!(seriously,i didnt like her anymore!)

i actually wrote many things before im typing this..i just delete it because i dont think i should write it out..
okay now,i dont know what to write already,
this is why i seldom post new thing..
it's a rubbish post actually,
talking about the humanity..being hatred about something..
lol..

min asked me to for swim tml, like last week too!
but i didnt go for swimming actually,i played squash at the squash court not far from the pool..
i rejected min..cz i dont feel like want to play squash tml..and he might throw me to wei de again to fetch me back! (it's a joke min! C=)
and i cant swim, as my trunks and goggle left in my inti's room!
no choice,im gonna sleep late tml and play pc game as usual..
i dont want to end my extended holiday in this way...
anyone please ask me out okay?
luckily there's a party at this saturday at ken's new house!
congratulation to him here!

off now.

when there is an end, there is another begin

Okay,i don't know whether still got people will come around here and watch,
cz i really have a long long time never post any thing here..
sorry,my bad, im lazy and little busy for the last semester.
i wont write what i've done for the past few months, then let's just start after the final since two weeks ago!

I bought a DSLR!so sudden right?i never say anything about photography for all the post i've been wrote..hmmm..let's forget about it why i suddenly got interest,just ask me in person ok?
actually now its been the end of my semester break,
dont like it because it is too short,
like it cz i think i've done many things for this break..
and this time,im gonna extend my holiday for another week! (without officially approve by my uni)
well,i dont care anymore, whatever what i said last time was bullshit,but now i really wanna study hard for the coming semester!cz..it's my second year of degree already!
dont wanna get my degree cert below the second upper honor..
try my best okay?

friends,
if you are watching,
ask me out,
even now you tell me let's go to Penang tml!
i would love to.
and let's photograph our life!

don't know

It's been 11 days since that day,
it was the first time i saw family member pass away in front of me..
how are you grandpa?i hope you will be fine there..
i dont know what should i blog it out here..as it was a long long story...
it was so sudden when my grandpa started to sick and then he left us..
i never thought that i will cry when i saw my grandpa..
but..the feeling just so hard when i saw him become so weak...
feel so sorry that i seldom go back to Kluang to visit him when CNY..
i always wanted to stay at Ipoh when i'm free..
so shame huh?
now i got no more chance to visit him anymore..
I'm so sorry..grandpa..

well,this is the third week of this semester,
i only taken three subjects for long semester..
i took three as well for short semester...
but the timetable is totally different..
it is blank until you can sleep and sleep until you forget what is happening on this world.
wednesday i am totally free, i got whole day free..
i'm not even more hardworking now but become more lazy!
who's fault?
yeah,i blame INTI again!
this is because i can't take second year's subject!
they said i need one more UK subject then only i can go through second year(minimum is six and now i only got five)
this is the subject choosing problem!
but not my fault!
you know what?
INTI chose all the subjects for all the students in degree semester 1..
THEY didn't say anything about how student can go through second year...
NOT EVEN ONE of the senior has know about this rule..
that's why all the students were prefer to take all the hardest subjects in first year,which english is one of the hardest subject..but what,that is an INTI PROGRAM!
so THEY said that is not included!
i gotta waste one semester as many of my friends already in the second year's path..
INTI is always the genius of the genius.

Hmm..it's a new semester already..
i thought that there would be something happen?
haa, i think i'm wrong..
it's not gonna happen...
what will gonna happen?
to be honestly,
i can't say that i didn't expect at all..
i know what it means..
i must admit it..
i just don't want to let my life be so hopeless..
even just a very lil hope?
(Attention! you can totally ignore it,
as i just find no way to express it..
so i've decided to write it here.)

disappointed

Disappointed of what??
my holiday??nope!!i wont feel disappointed for that.
holiday for two months is what i've been hoping for very long already..
hmm..i've been staying at home for a week..totally a whole week im staying!
what i've done??
let me explain at here~~
everyday i set the alarm at 10..but after i wake up by the alarm,
i will fall into sleep again..so...what is the purpose for that alarm??
it's like prevent me to sleep until afternoon....then i won't be feeling useless at home..
is that helpful?not at all!!cz i will sleep until 11 something!
after that,i played my desktop!
finally i got my desktop back..it's been taking to claim its motherboard and power supply for two months!!how come it took so long?i also don't know..
so now i just play as much as i am free!
finally i finished Prototype!
now im going to play Resident Evil 5 and Wanted..
guess i have to buy some new games~
then...i take my lunch at 1pm..and continue playing after finish lunch!
that's what i do in whole day!
actually i want to play squash for these few days already..but my sis took the car..and Lee's leg was injured...so..tml im going to play! =p

well..let me talk about why i am disappointing..
Voon! seems i gotta go singapore alone this time..
my friends all couldn't make it!
i really felt disappointed..i was hoping to travel with them..
but everytime u all just...
i dont know what can i say..i know i shouldn't say anything to you all at here..
if you don't want to go,u should tell me earlier but not wait until i ask you!i've been told you for two months early and you said u go with me..but now u answered me u are going with ur brother..
what's that mean?
fine..i think there's no more next time...i would not ask you again!
okay..i think going travel alone is not a bad idea huh?
at least i can go any places that i want to..eat anything that i want...
and yeah,enjoy the holiday.

holiday

okay.im here again!
finally...ITS HOLIDAYYY!!!
haha..now i got two months of free time to do whatever i want!
before i talk about my holiday..let's see what i've done in exam!
hmm..worst is the best word to descride it.
this exam i just need to focus on statistics and english..
only two subject i duno why i done so badly..!
the first subject is statistics and it is on friday...i come back to inti at monday.
that means i have five days to prepare my stat..
i've done 7 chapter except chapter 5 bcz i dont really know what it talks about..
so i just give up on this chapter..
there are 50 objective questions..but when i finish the first round..only like 13 questions that i confirm which are correct..to pass this subject, i must at least correct 18 questions!
when i done the second round..thank god i have 20..but there's another 30 questions i haven done yet..
when i keep on do the question, i feel like my confidence is getting less..
it was so disappointed..all the exercises i've done so hard was useless...
what i've done??shit?maybe.
the second subject is english..that's the last english i will be taken in my entire life!
okay..the lecturer said it is more easier than last sem's english..but i dont think so..
both have their hard way..i never think english is easy for me...
what topic will come out for the argumentative essay is what i concern the most!
finally the topic is not hard for me..and i did well..
but the letter and memo writting is a bit hard for me...
i just hope that i can pass it so that i wont have to face it again!

uhmm..
away from the exam..let me share about the PD trip!
although many people said that there was so dirty..and no more beauty..
but i dont really care about it..i like to go the beach..!
i dont know why i like to go so much..
i remember when i was small..i used to go the beach with my family and relatives..
i like that feeling...but the feeling now is just a memory..
everyone was grown up..busy working and doing their own works!
everyone is lack in communicate, they changed,
so..let's start!
this trip was actually organized by my friend's friend from another program..
which means that i dont know about the people from this trip.
in other words, i was cheated by friend to this trip..
wait! dont think that im so stupid!
i know that the people going to this trip was from another program..
but my friend told me that how the room we live was..uhmm..hard to describe here...so i just jump to the next part.
we actually staying in an apartment..its two apartment correctly!
one is for girl and another one is for boy.


Angcasa

the first thing we reach was to check out around and the BEACH!

we played volleyball!

and i really dumb in doing the exercise which needs hands!!

i cant even shoot the ball accurately...how come??

see my stupid act..

then it is the beach..

from my opinion,

the beach is still okay for me..

but the sand is so rough..not like the others are soft.. =.=

actually i was kinda boring there..

just a few friends that i know only..

so i getting less talking there..keep emo-ing..

at the first night,i sleep at 11 someting..

bcz i am too tired..without getting any rest after finish the final!

but i cant get into the sleep so easily..cz outside there is so NOISY!

they are playing game which the one who lose need to draw the face by their friend..

i just keep hearing the same scream by a girl.... lol

haha..anyway..im secretly jealous them.

i wake up at 12 something on the second day,

cz i know i will be very boring if i wake up too early!

so i just try to get into sleep when everytime i wake up..

i think im already wake up for eight times..bcz of those snoring and the one who sleep beside me keep grabing my blanket.. )=

that day we prepared spaghetti for the lunch..

it was cooked by the rice cooker..rice cooker was actually an amazing invention!

uhmm..finally we played banana boat !

this is the first time i play!

when i started to play..i just wonder how are we gonna fall into the water..

but after waiting for long time..the guy who driving the boat seems dont want to make us fall into the water..

suddenly,he turned to left..and the boat fell!

haaha..not bad..!

after that, some of the people are playing the turbo blast..they said it was more fun then the banana boat..!

i dont want to play it at 1st...but then a friend ask me to play..so i just be her partner...but at last we didnt play cz its too late..the sky was getting too dark..ohh...what a waste!

on the last day! we checked out at 12pm..
and i wake up at 11.30pm..due to the last night..

they plan secretly to celebrate of their friend's birhtday..

bcz this is their last trip already..most of them will further their study at aussie..

so after this they will not meet again...

hmm..i got a weird feeling when i heard this...

anyway..i'll just wish them good luck here..and thanks to organize such a great trip!

Voon,

great to talk with you again!

its like two months we didnt talk to each other!i wonder why..

i feel sorry also! promised that no next time!

actually last sem i want to talk to you already..but i just delay until the holiday..

then when the holiday start,i duno how im gonna do..

i scared..why huh?

haha..but its okay now..!

as you said, we talked! c=