when there is an end, there is another begin

Okay,i don't know whether still got people will come around here and watch,
cz i really have a long long time never post any thing here..
sorry,my bad, im lazy and little busy for the last semester.
i wont write what i've done for the past few months, then let's just start after the final since two weeks ago!

I bought a DSLR!so sudden right?i never say anything about photography for all the post i've been wrote..hmmm..let's forget about it why i suddenly got interest,just ask me in person ok?
actually now its been the end of my semester break,
dont like it because it is too short,
like it cz i think i've done many things for this break..
and this time,im gonna extend my holiday for another week! (without officially approve by my uni)
well,i dont care anymore, whatever what i said last time was bullshit,but now i really wanna study hard for the coming semester!cz..it's my second year of degree already!
dont wanna get my degree cert below the second upper honor..
try my best okay?

friends,
if you are watching,
ask me out,
even now you tell me let's go to Penang tml!
i would love to.
and let's photograph our life!

don't know

It's been 11 days since that day,
it was the first time i saw family member pass away in front of me..
how are you grandpa?i hope you will be fine there..
i dont know what should i blog it out here..as it was a long long story...
it was so sudden when my grandpa started to sick and then he left us..
i never thought that i will cry when i saw my grandpa..
but..the feeling just so hard when i saw him become so weak...
feel so sorry that i seldom go back to Kluang to visit him when CNY..
i always wanted to stay at Ipoh when i'm free..
so shame huh?
now i got no more chance to visit him anymore..
I'm so sorry..grandpa..

well,this is the third week of this semester,
i only taken three subjects for long semester..
i took three as well for short semester...
but the timetable is totally different..
it is blank until you can sleep and sleep until you forget what is happening on this world.
wednesday i am totally free, i got whole day free..
i'm not even more hardworking now but become more lazy!
who's fault?
yeah,i blame INTI again!
this is because i can't take second year's subject!
they said i need one more UK subject then only i can go through second year(minimum is six and now i only got five)
this is the subject choosing problem!
but not my fault!
you know what?
INTI chose all the subjects for all the students in degree semester 1..
THEY didn't say anything about how student can go through second year...
NOT EVEN ONE of the senior has know about this rule..
that's why all the students were prefer to take all the hardest subjects in first year,which english is one of the hardest subject..but what,that is an INTI PROGRAM!
so THEY said that is not included!
i gotta waste one semester as many of my friends already in the second year's path..
INTI is always the genius of the genius.

Hmm..it's a new semester already..
i thought that there would be something happen?
haa, i think i'm wrong..
it's not gonna happen...
what will gonna happen?
to be honestly,
i can't say that i didn't expect at all..
i know what it means..
i must admit it..
i just don't want to let my life be so hopeless..
even just a very lil hope?
(Attention! you can totally ignore it,
as i just find no way to express it..
so i've decided to write it here.)

disappointed

Disappointed of what??
my holiday??nope!!i wont feel disappointed for that.
holiday for two months is what i've been hoping for very long already..
hmm..i've been staying at home for a week..totally a whole week im staying!
what i've done??
let me explain at here~~
everyday i set the alarm at 10..but after i wake up by the alarm,
i will fall into sleep again..so...what is the purpose for that alarm??
it's like prevent me to sleep until afternoon....then i won't be feeling useless at home..
is that helpful?not at all!!cz i will sleep until 11 something!
after that,i played my desktop!
finally i got my desktop back..it's been taking to claim its motherboard and power supply for two months!!how come it took so long?i also don't know..
so now i just play as much as i am free!
finally i finished Prototype!
now im going to play Resident Evil 5 and Wanted..
guess i have to buy some new games~
then...i take my lunch at 1pm..and continue playing after finish lunch!
that's what i do in whole day!
actually i want to play squash for these few days already..but my sis took the car..and Lee's leg was injured...so..tml im going to play! =p

well..let me talk about why i am disappointing..
Voon! seems i gotta go singapore alone this time..
my friends all couldn't make it!
i really felt disappointed..i was hoping to travel with them..
but everytime u all just...
i dont know what can i say..i know i shouldn't say anything to you all at here..
if you don't want to go,u should tell me earlier but not wait until i ask you!i've been told you for two months early and you said u go with me..but now u answered me u are going with ur brother..
what's that mean?
fine..i think there's no more next time...i would not ask you again!
okay..i think going travel alone is not a bad idea huh?
at least i can go any places that i want to..eat anything that i want...
and yeah,enjoy the holiday.

holiday

okay.im here again!
finally...ITS HOLIDAYYY!!!
haha..now i got two months of free time to do whatever i want!
before i talk about my holiday..let's see what i've done in exam!
hmm..worst is the best word to descride it.
this exam i just need to focus on statistics and english..
only two subject i duno why i done so badly..!
the first subject is statistics and it is on friday...i come back to inti at monday.
that means i have five days to prepare my stat..
i've done 7 chapter except chapter 5 bcz i dont really know what it talks about..
so i just give up on this chapter..
there are 50 objective questions..but when i finish the first round..only like 13 questions that i confirm which are correct..to pass this subject, i must at least correct 18 questions!
when i done the second round..thank god i have 20..but there's another 30 questions i haven done yet..
when i keep on do the question, i feel like my confidence is getting less..
it was so disappointed..all the exercises i've done so hard was useless...
what i've done??shit?maybe.
the second subject is english..that's the last english i will be taken in my entire life!
okay..the lecturer said it is more easier than last sem's english..but i dont think so..
both have their hard way..i never think english is easy for me...
what topic will come out for the argumentative essay is what i concern the most!
finally the topic is not hard for me..and i did well..
but the letter and memo writting is a bit hard for me...
i just hope that i can pass it so that i wont have to face it again!

uhmm..
away from the exam..let me share about the PD trip!
although many people said that there was so dirty..and no more beauty..
but i dont really care about it..i like to go the beach..!
i dont know why i like to go so much..
i remember when i was small..i used to go the beach with my family and relatives..
i like that feeling...but the feeling now is just a memory..
everyone was grown up..busy working and doing their own works!
everyone is lack in communicate, they changed,
so..let's start!
this trip was actually organized by my friend's friend from another program..
which means that i dont know about the people from this trip.
in other words, i was cheated by friend to this trip..
wait! dont think that im so stupid!
i know that the people going to this trip was from another program..
but my friend told me that how the room we live was..uhmm..hard to describe here...so i just jump to the next part.
we actually staying in an apartment..its two apartment correctly!
one is for girl and another one is for boy.


Angcasa

the first thing we reach was to check out around and the BEACH!

we played volleyball!

and i really dumb in doing the exercise which needs hands!!

i cant even shoot the ball accurately...how come??

see my stupid act..

then it is the beach..

from my opinion,

the beach is still okay for me..

but the sand is so rough..not like the others are soft.. =.=

actually i was kinda boring there..

just a few friends that i know only..

so i getting less talking there..keep emo-ing..

at the first night,i sleep at 11 someting..

bcz i am too tired..without getting any rest after finish the final!

but i cant get into the sleep so easily..cz outside there is so NOISY!

they are playing game which the one who lose need to draw the face by their friend..

i just keep hearing the same scream by a girl.... lol

haha..anyway..im secretly jealous them.

i wake up at 12 something on the second day,

cz i know i will be very boring if i wake up too early!

so i just try to get into sleep when everytime i wake up..

i think im already wake up for eight times..bcz of those snoring and the one who sleep beside me keep grabing my blanket.. )=

that day we prepared spaghetti for the lunch..

it was cooked by the rice cooker..rice cooker was actually an amazing invention!

uhmm..finally we played banana boat !

this is the first time i play!

when i started to play..i just wonder how are we gonna fall into the water..

but after waiting for long time..the guy who driving the boat seems dont want to make us fall into the water..

suddenly,he turned to left..and the boat fell!

haaha..not bad..!

after that, some of the people are playing the turbo blast..they said it was more fun then the banana boat..!

i dont want to play it at 1st...but then a friend ask me to play..so i just be her partner...but at last we didnt play cz its too late..the sky was getting too dark..ohh...what a waste!

on the last day! we checked out at 12pm..
and i wake up at 11.30pm..due to the last night..

they plan secretly to celebrate of their friend's birhtday..

bcz this is their last trip already..most of them will further their study at aussie..

so after this they will not meet again...

hmm..i got a weird feeling when i heard this...

anyway..i'll just wish them good luck here..and thanks to organize such a great trip!

Voon,

great to talk with you again!

its like two months we didnt talk to each other!i wonder why..

i feel sorry also! promised that no next time!

actually last sem i want to talk to you already..but i just delay until the holiday..

then when the holiday start,i duno how im gonna do..

i scared..why huh?

haha..but its okay now..!

as you said, we talked! c=

okay,finally im here again.
that doesn't means im free now..
i am very very busy now..but...how come still have time to blog huh?=.=
hmmm..actually im having my final on the next friday..and the exam ends at saturday!
it takes two days only!
after that i will be having two months of holiday!
finally it is my turn now!
when i look backward at last year when i was in this moment..
i was having long semester and need to stay along november and half of december in inti..
it is like sucks for me now..luckily im not now..
okay..let's talk about what i've done for this semester..
i did a lot of assignmentsss and presentationss..
ermm..so far so good i think...
i almost become crazy thanks to the assignments...
it was like doing an impossible mission!!
but finally i did it!
the presentations were like shit except the last one..
that one was the best ever presentation for me since i didnt look into the notes and only talk about what i am thinking but didnt lost my way...
"good!" the lecturer said! haha..i was damn happy and i didnt expect the lecturer will give me a high marks for the presentation...
she gave me 24 over 30...the highest 1 i think it is 25 over 30 from teck long..
i do hate this lecturer very much bcz i think she directed against me from every time..
i dont think i have make her angry...i did listen to her when she's lecturing us...
i dont know what i've done wrong and what's her problem..
anyway..she's the lecturer i hate the most and had made me so angry..

actually now i suppose to do my revision..
although still got many time now..
but when u procrastinate and u wont know how fast the time is passing..
just like you wasting ur time looking at my blog....lol..
but i dont think anyone will look into my blog already since i am less update now..
hmm..dont know when is the next time i will be here again..but at least finish the final 1st!
bless me and give a wonderful holiday.

fear

the second semester for my degree has started!!

this is a short semester,

so it means that i only have 7 weeks and 1 week for the final in this semester.

this isn't an enjoy semester i think,

i took three subjects,

statistics again,professional development and english again.

1 full coursework subject and two final,

that means i just need to study statistics only in this final but need to do assignments like hell..

that is what i dont hate the most..

less time to play,stress more and emo more as well.

well....

i move to new room this semester,

hmm..not bad i think?cooler than my previous room,

but the bad things for this floor are..

i need to climb more stairs,the toilet is dirty and some bathrooms dont have the hanger,

the water is less when i take water,the neighbours seem not so friendly..

all my friends in hostel will all move out to the apartment while i am staying here until i finish my degree..lonely more?

no choice,my parents won't let me move out to apartment.

yesterday,

i went to mid valley with Ah Lee and his GF,

we ate tepanyaki before watch a movie,

hmm..the tepanyaki is not as delicious as i ate at first time..

i dont know why,my friend agreed as well...

we watched Orphan after finish lunch..

it was nice i can say..i never feel loosen since the movie had started,

the girl is small but can act so well and be like a real cool killer is what i liked the most!

okay,

it's late and tomorrow i got six hours straight classes from 8am until 2pm.

gotta bed!

final

nono!
this is not my final post..
i just mean my FINAL EXAM!
yea..i know i didnt touch my blog for long long time already..
assignments,tests and presentations can be the reason!
i really wanna post something when i free..
because there are like two big event i didnt post up,
so if i write,
it must be a long long post! (not really sure actually)

today is 7th aug already..
still left 3 days to my final..
am i already fully now?that's why im writing blog?
no!i just finish some part of my finance..
will continue it tomorrow cz now i felt so tire already..
dont expect me this time will get a very good result!
u think im hardworking?
no!all the revision i've done was in last minute!
i just hope that my stat can pass..
i get a very low marks in these two tests..
lol..

get to bed now,
wish i could study well tomorrow!
nights.
=.= zzzzzzz