regrets and dreams

well,i just get my laptop fixed,
the bad news is all the files are gone..
guess what i've done?
hahh..i wont tell you..even though u beg me!
anyway,that's not what i want to talk about in this post..!

regrets,
everyone has it?
really?
you?
hmm..i believe so...
i've got too many things to regret in my life..seriously,no cheat.
just like what i've done to my laptop is one of the examples~
things in my life that are so important for me are my family, friends and lover.
well,i have to say i dont have lover now(yes i have some for the past dude,but screw it!)
i dont have any regrets for my family,i love them and try to spend most of my lifetime to be with them..
you may say that im still a child or what,
but i tell you what, i love my family more than hundred thousand times than you.
friends?i believe i treat most of them well..(anyone i treated you not well?)
if one day i didn't treat you like last time,that's when i don't care about you anymore.
and i think some of you won't even care bout that..as i think im not that important for some of you..

hmmmm..not even main part yet!
Once a Scout, always a Scout
last saturday,my friends were receiving their king scout's cert..
which included all the signs from each state of the sultan..
that sounds like kinda cool huh?
whatever..im not the part of who receiving the cert..
when i was 17, that is when i want to take the king scout's exam..
but it all screwed up because of me..
i was too lazy and not even motivated to do the log books..
that was the time im sick of doing these log books..
need to copy and draw for 100 something pages..
that's it..the problem is not even one book only, but almost like 7 or 8 books..
and also some other books which is like 40 pages...
so boring after i've been doing and doing..
actually i wanted to finish it..but not so soon..
before i attend the king scout camp, i need to attend one more which called "Ketua Petrol Kem"
that's the one who screwed me badly!
it was like a week before this camp,
i planned to do it at next week and before that there was a log book checking at the Perak headquarter..and i've been told that i wont be able to attend that camp if you didn't pass all you books by today..
i actually can rush it all for two days(i think?) and try to submit it again..but i didn't!!
i really don't know why..i must admit that my intention to go for king scout camp was weak..
that's why im not even want to rush it..
so stupid huh??now i cant even go back already!satisfy?
i hope that movie "17 again" would happen on me now!
whatever..nothing would work no matter i show how regret am i now..
maybe next time the time machine is invented,
i'll go back to the past and kick myself badly or even kidnap myself to a place that i can rush my log books!HAHAHA
anyway, congratulations to you guys who get the cert!
with the full of my sincerity.

today,
i met the black guy again!
yes i played football today..
and sure he saw me!
haha..he's inviting me again to join the team~
actually he was asking me to join at last semester..
i was like, okay!i will,that's what i loved to do..why not?
so i promised him to join at this semester..
eventually, i did not..im the only one chinese is one of the reasons..
secondly,it's tough..maybe?i might not be having too much free time after i join..
yea, the training time is only at monday, wednesday and friday..from 6pm to 7 something until you really can't see anything which is darker than them..HAHA!no offence~
the thing i worried the most is my study of course.
since now im not study also even i got free time..plus if this semester im not getting any A for the subjects...that means i need to work extra hard for the next semester..ahhh..life is so hard~
okay..i promised him this time..for the real..
i guess he will mad at me if im still not going for the training..
some more i might be the first chinese in inti's team!
haha!i might be the legendary chinese in inti~~
*slap stop dreaming okay!its too much too soon now..

one more,
the windows live messenger essential is really a suck version!
it erase my name and make to chin siang ong at first..
after i changed and it ends up with chin..
WTH!im gonna uninstall you and install again the old one!
however, this version is still a beta version..hope that it will improve for the official version!

and..and one more!
is there water cut tomorrow in inti??
why there isn't a notice but the desa palma resident's receive it??
i already store some water as the backup!
smart me huh?
everybody can think of it!smartass! :S

that's it,
good night.

ps:i don't have any class tomorrowww~yahooooooo~~~