how?

As i dont have any class tomorrow,
i've decided to study at midnight..
until now..
it's 3:46am now,
feel like sleepy already actually..
kinda of lonely...
it is the most quiet moment..as everybody went to sleep already..
some might be not..
wonder what they are doing now other than study..
watching porn maybe?online game?
so enjoyable..i can't..at least until this friday..!
got two tests at this week..
one is at wednesday and friday for another one..
seriously,i paid a lot of effort inside the test...
as i said, this is my second year already..
i dont wanna waste it and feel like an asshole again..
finally i fulfilled my promise!
not the time to happy now...at least after the test,after i know my result..
you might be saying that im actually wasting my time to blog now..
but i dont know why?i just feel like want to blog now..

this friday i will be going back to Ipoh!
this is what i looking forward now other than my tests..
the reason why i feel like lonely is..
my friends already left from Ipoh by the time i come back..
they went to their uni,
start their new life,a new journey can be said..
last saturday i done a very wrong decision,
which was didnt manage to get to LCCT to send off my friends, Wei De and Lik Ye..
who both going to Sabah to further their study..
it wasn't too far away..at least still in Malaysia..(Even Voon is in S'pore now, but i didn't thought she was too far away as well! C= )
so i will lose two of my friends now..which they are mean a lot to me..not only them,but all of you..
i need friends in my life..seriously...i can't do anything without them..
everytime when i blame them for not joining me for travel is because i want them to be with me..
cz i know one day you all will leave me, to do what you looking for..
but its enough, cz i will have you inside my heart forever, the memories, the jokes, even quarrel?
Jiuh, Long and Min are the three who is being so good with me through these years..
Jiuh and Long will be going for working, which is at Klang and Port Dickson..
Min will continue his study at S'pore...
so..there's no more pasar malam when i go back at this friday aight??
no more sms or the event in fb about the futsal game already..

Seriously,i miss you guys already..
by here, i send my warmest blessing to you guys,
take care and be safe.
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