at last,i would like to tell my dear friend,
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
still glory
at last,i would like to tell my dear friend,
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
untitled
hmm..wasn't in mood to write blog in this recently...
although i don't have anything to do in this new semester..
i don't know..
let's talk bout today,
yeah..congrats to those who will get merit or excellent awards on this coming graduate/awards ceremony.
but not for me..cz i didn't get.
i won't say anything this time..
is because of me didn't do well and put more effort in the last exam.
i admit i am.
well..it's a good thing about im gonna graduate from foundation..
anyone come to my graduate ceremony?
haa..i think no need..it just a small ceremony..
maybe the next three years?
for my degree graduate ceremony?
this week is the third week for this semester,
okay..let's conclude what i learnt on this three weeks..
i learnt nothing actually,
what i learning now is already learnt in foundation..
so the feeling for me now is like retaking the foundation.
somemore now im not same class with most of the friends in foundation.
i can't chat at the class..
play either.
lol
i think im not going back home this week..
actually i can take yoyo back..
but..is quite late when i reach home...
maybe i choose to stay here and prepare my assignment?
or meet some old friends in kl?
or watch movie whole day in my room?
i dont know..
Posted by ONLY -siang- at 9:04 AM 2 comments
Sunday, May 10, 2009
happy mom day
unfortunately,
this year i didnt celebrate mother's day.
because i cant,not i dont want..
i need to go back to inti earlier than previously because im taking bus to go back...
with my friends,from inti.
they went to Ipoh to take a tour..
and they all stayed in my apartment. (=
it was great to stay with them and take them to go somewhere else Ipoh and eat something delicious.
and..i feel sorry for some of them who sit my car,
cz i dont really know about Ipoh's road..
it was a shame huh?
for an Ipoh guy who dont know Ipoh's road.
and sorry again,
for the friends i cant accompany yesterday,
Pak Long..Happy Birthday to you!
sorry i cant attend more earlier your party.
For inti's,sorry..you all come from so far,
and i couldn't give all my time to accompany you all.
i felt apologize.
hmm..and sorry mom!
i will celebrate with u in this coming saturday.
AHHHHHHHH!
i got too few time to do many things!!
lol..
i dont really know im gonna write..
i just felt kinda boring..
and dont want to sleep...
tomorrow class is start at 12pm,
i think i can wake up at 11am.
about the subject im taking in this semester now,
it was damn boring..
and annoying..
why?
cz im almost study again what i had learned in foundation now,
the econs,account,information tech...
the class is new,
the classmate is new,
the lecturer is new,
the environment is new,
no more foundation friends,
nobody can chat in the class,
so that i can concentrate in the class,
and fall asleep after half an hour.
three more years to go,
it's just the begining....
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Sunday, May 3, 2009
finance
i will take finance as my degree program.
.....
actually i dont have anything to write tonight..
sometimes i just wanna express my feeling at here...
maybe because i dont know how to share my problems wth friends..
and i dont want to cause them problem too..
because it is my problem,not theirs.
and maybe they cant really help me too..
so..i just solve it by myself.
let's talk about my degree..
yea..it's great to go through the degree..
while most of my friends still work hard in form six...
i am the fastest one to study in degree...
what challenge will come to me?
i dont know...
so..instead of being worried and disturbed in my degree life,
i rather to work more harder to get 1st honor degree.
i hope i can do so..
my parents sure will become very happy if i did.
i never get a better result since i study in secondary school..
i failed my student's life since standard 5 i think?
i felt really disappointed i cant get any awards in foundation..
im sorry,i didnt do it well.
i really want to do something that makes me feel proud in my degree,
at least an award?
so...finance will be my future.
i never thought i will take this course..
because my sis already studied this course,so i wont be taking anymore.
but now..sighs..
anyway,i know what i decide now is right.
i got no choice but to trust myself.
Min,thanks.
im appreciate everthing u said to me.
i feel great now,thank you so much.
today is the 1st day for me in inti for this semester,
i got no feeling at all,
what i miss now is holiday,
the two weeks holiday is too short for me,
i wonder why other people want to come back here so much..
i couldn't understand at all.
there are many things which i dont understand..
i cant ask for too many now.
im trying to restore everything that i mess up..
im so sorry.
Posted by ONLY -siang- at 10:14 AM 2 comments
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
released..over and begin
yea!!my result just released today!!
i thought is tml?
cz the official date of result release is at 29th..
whatever..most importantly i wanna know my result as soon as possible.
actually my result is not that good..
but that is what i want at least...
a passed result..
a result that allows me to go for degree..
and no need to retake any subject..
thursday will be going back to inti.
just for enrol but together with family too..
and go to shopping at kl..most probably will be mid vally i think?
cz that is our favourite shopping mall.
so..means i need to choose my degree program nw..
just do some research for some programs(actually the research just take for few mins)..
i think finance will be better if compare to other programs..
i can do bank's job,help my father or even can do marketing's job..
my holidays start at 15th april,4:01 pm.
and it ends at 3rd may,11:59 pm.
now is 29th april,01:11 am.
it ends soon..how come?
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
its gonna be another day
well..
i just finished Yes Man.
it so fun and meaningful..
i mean real..
it is 2am something now...
no idea what can i do..
watch movie?
one for a day is already enough..
furthermore i dont have much movies that i haven't watch as well..
cz im nt in inti now...
cant download any movie cz i dont want to use bitcomet..
pps stream?
oh damn i cant use cz i cant read the words..
so i need to download chinese software i think?
i dont want to cz i lazy..
and weird...i miss inti....'s dc++..
thats the only thing which is so much useful in the uni..
yea..today i watched Mall Cop..
with some of my buddies..
one is back from matric,one is having holiday from tar,
and another one is which i didnt see for few months..
due to him work at penang since last year...
yeah..everyone was in Ipoh now!
should we gonna rock now?
i think so..
i have only few chance to join them together due to my sucks uni holidays is too damn few..
what can i do for only two weeks?
no..not even two weeks now..
i used 5 days to go travel at johor and singapore..including one day to go back home.
im already planned to attend english tuition when i got at least one month break..
for my future..i cant live by with the standard of my english now..
even though i really tried hard to work on it..
i watched english movies,dramas,listen english songs,chat by using english at msn(OMG)..
but i think i cant improve...that's why i planned to attend tuition..
there's another friday..
my favourite day..
plan to wake up late..
should i?
if i did..i'll be wasting another few hours..
which i can do many things(what things?i dont know..whatever)
am i gonna meet my old friends?
i want to..
but most of them is form six..
they were busy..
and they have MUET at this saturday..
and after that they got another english test...
oh God..bless them.
actually im trying to balance the time which i join my family and friends..
cz i really miss them damn a lot when im not in Ipoh..
i've always balance the time..
but time is too few..
sometimes i cant do so many things...
im trying to make my friends dont forget me.
another thing now is...
about my degree program..
my future..
what should i choose?
i dont know..
i thought i will take marketing..?
but lately my dad said that is not good..
the demand is few now..
cz even a finance student can do marketing's job...
so maybe i'll choose finance..
same as my sis..
actually i dont really what all this program about..
cz i dont know what i want..
i want to be rich?
or just living by using enough money(i mean not poor and rich)..
maybe i will prefer second 1..
but i need to save many money so that i could go manchester and watch a football match..
im serious actually..pathetic,no one will think im serious.
why?
is it so funny?
is it kinda childish for you all?
for me,it does not.
i really think about it.
opps..im off topic,
for my degree..
i would prefer either finance or financial planning..
i dont know this two whether is the same ont..
damn,
my hair stylist changed again..
what again????!!
now is already the fourth..
i think will continue..
i thought he wont leave?
but im quite like my stylist now..
i felt suprise about that he said he saw me before..
and i was wearing school uniform..
haha..that is damn long ago..
i didnt wear for two years already~
imma go to sleep now..
and it is 3:32am,
i like blogging at midnight!
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
back
IM BACK!!
back from johor last night at 1 am..
my journey was really adventure...
i nearly cant get back to johor from singapore..
cz its late when i go back to johor..
some people said the bus service will end at 11:30.
that time i wait for the bus is 10:45..
luckily Kam Weng and his gf together with me...
if not,i duno whether can i go back safely..
the next day(yesterday),
Kam Weng bought the bus ticket at 2:30pm,
so that i could wake up late..
and have more energy.
but we duno it is nt enough..
he shouldn't buy that bus company..
ITS TRANSNASIONAL!!!!
damn it!
the bus driver need to drop some of the passenger at melaka..
but that long way to melaka just waste a lot of damn time..
after that,we reached seremban..
but not that damn terminal i want!
so we have to sit for the taxi and go to the damn ktm station..
when we reach nilai not inti yet..its adi 8:20 i think..and the damn bus haven come yet!
we wasted another damn 15 mins to wait for the bus and 10 mins to wait the bus become damn full until nobody can get in..
9:30..we reached inti..and i rushed to my room and get my dirty clothes and my laptop.
we had a dinner after that and finally we start to go back to IPOH at 10:00!!!!
i used a lot of damn here because i really damn angry at that time.
i really enjoy much at singapore..
it was an unforgettable memory in my life..
1st time i go travel..
i stayed at Voon's house..
that night,the bar, i like it.
im really sorry about that..
i hope u dont mind it..
i just dont feel good if i dont talk to you.
whatever positive or negative answer u give me..
i will accept.
i really think like that.
after i told you,
i felt my body wont be that heavy now..
i thought i will be good after i know the answer...
but the truth is not that good..for honestly.
i will do the thing i promised you,
hope that you will be the same too.
im sorry..
i hope u dont feel bad..not even a bit..
i feel apologize if u did.
im a bad guy,sorry again.
we are best friend,not only now..but forever,
just like previously.
Posted by ONLY -siang- at 9:28 AM 0 comments