don't know

It's been 11 days since that day,
it was the first time i saw family member pass away in front of me..
how are you grandpa?i hope you will be fine there..
i dont know what should i blog it out here..as it was a long long story...
it was so sudden when my grandpa started to sick and then he left us..
i never thought that i will cry when i saw my grandpa..
but..the feeling just so hard when i saw him become so weak...
feel so sorry that i seldom go back to Kluang to visit him when CNY..
i always wanted to stay at Ipoh when i'm free..
so shame huh?
now i got no more chance to visit him anymore..
I'm so sorry..grandpa..

well,this is the third week of this semester,
i only taken three subjects for long semester..
i took three as well for short semester...
but the timetable is totally different..
it is blank until you can sleep and sleep until you forget what is happening on this world.
wednesday i am totally free, i got whole day free..
i'm not even more hardworking now but become more lazy!
who's fault?
yeah,i blame INTI again!
this is because i can't take second year's subject!
they said i need one more UK subject then only i can go through second year(minimum is six and now i only got five)
this is the subject choosing problem!
but not my fault!
you know what?
INTI chose all the subjects for all the students in degree semester 1..
THEY didn't say anything about how student can go through second year...
NOT EVEN ONE of the senior has know about this rule..
that's why all the students were prefer to take all the hardest subjects in first year,which english is one of the hardest subject..but what,that is an INTI PROGRAM!
so THEY said that is not included!
i gotta waste one semester as many of my friends already in the second year's path..
INTI is always the genius of the genius.

Hmm..it's a new semester already..
i thought that there would be something happen?
haa, i think i'm wrong..
it's not gonna happen...
what will gonna happen?
to be honestly,
i can't say that i didn't expect at all..
i know what it means..
i must admit it..
i just don't want to let my life be so hopeless..
even just a very lil hope?
(Attention! you can totally ignore it,
as i just find no way to express it..
so i've decided to write it here.)