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Hello! this is Kah Yan




She was left to US last week to further her study..
im still remember i was making a card for her at the same time now last week!
well,i just lost an important friend again..
not that really lost, it just..at least i wont see her for three years..
but maybe she will come back when she got save enough (according to her!)
sure i'll miss her a lot, since she is really nice to me...
she accompany me for movies,
we used to play squash together last time in inti..
it's good enough for me although we didnt know for very long,
even though the memories are short,
but it meant a lot to me..
take care at there, Kah Yan! :)

hmm,just want to blog for while..
actually im still in the final exam period..
two more subjects to go!
most of the people will finish at tml...
how could this happen to me again and again?
why must be me to finish at the last everytime?
ahh..it feels suck!
i actually get used to it already..
i can get more time to study since i got more free time...
but the FACT is, i didnt study at all!!!
i watch series, surf net and chat!
guess im gonna work 2 times harder..

i can't talk more longer!
i think this is the last time i will blog before the final is finish!
oh ya, the fact no.2 is library is better to study than my room..
so im gonna be there tml!
good night!

so sick

I really feel so sick and boring of everything at here,
it's totally not the way I want to live,
I tried it,
adapt to the environment here..
But things just won't work out.
What can I do?
people just don't understand me,
people don't regconize me,
what I've done?
that's the way I am,
friends do know me,
my attitude,temper and hobby,
I tried to change,
why don't people change?
I'm tired already, felt so tired..

I scared to walk out,
because the world is so cold.
I'm afraid to listen to the world,
because their words are like a blade,
which could stop my heartbeat.
I don't want to speak,
because I might hurt people too.

If I would choose the moment,
this would be the moment that feels so suck and bad,
worst than you failed your paper,
worst than you dumped by a girl,
cause I just lost a piece of my heart.