6,e6 & e7

hmm,it's been two weeks more i didn't update the blog!

don't feel weird,last time was more longer..

should feel happy cz im updating now! C=

okok..i know my blog doesn't like others so interesting.

but i didn't open to public actually..

i don't even tell others i got a blog, unless they exchange their blog with me..

so..i felt amazingly how others could find my blog!

is it my blog become so famous already??

i don't think so!

okay,i went to inti from three weeks ago(i think?)..

nothing much has change, except some of the fresh faces..

felt more lonely since some of the friends had moved to apartment(desa palma)

and some of them were waiting to transfer to aussie.

actually this didn't affect much for me,

im always alone in inti,

i mean, most of the time i walk alone to school,

eat alone,play squash alone or stay at room,of course alone!

well..i didn't mean to show how pathetic am i or what,

i just want to say that,it's really hard to find someone who you can really talk to in inti..

if you find that,yea..congratulations..

i also didn't mean that i don't have any friends in inti,well,i have many now..

most of them were good..

sometimes the conflict happens because we are come from different place,

we are just not used to it only..as the time goes on,i learnt how to be forbearing,

actually they have the same pattern!

Johor people got their style and the same goes to the people from KL or Seremban.

and sometimes you will know that which place they come from based on their outlook,talking style..so funny huh?

when i play squash recently,

i will remember the time i play with Kah Yan,

well,she's from Ipoh, and i just knew her from last semester..

and how great that she is from Ipoh also!

the first time i saw her was at the first lesson of squash..

she has a nice look actually,so i have a feeling to be friend with her..=.=

that time i heard that she was only speaking in english,

"oh damn!" i was thinking..

because i really scare of talking to this kind of girl..

then one of day,

i finally talk to her when she got no player to practise..

i teached her squash and asked her where she came from..

that's how i know her..!

why i talked about her?i don't know really..

it's not like i like her..i just have a special feeling with her!

and how to describe that feeling,i really got no idea..

anyway,like what she said,it's such a waste to know her at her last semester in inti.

she was studied AUP in inti and her course was finished and ready to go to US!

so i've decided to spend more time with her before she leaves!(why spend more time with her???)

last week i went back to Ipoh and since there were many ffk people in Ipoh,i tried to ask her out for movie..

two movies actually!how good..she just accompany me to watch the movies!

and the movies were Iron man 2 and Ip Man 2..

she never watch Ip Man before and just forced by me to watch..luckily she said it was nice!(yea,of course..everyone will say so!)

we watched the first movie at friday..guess what!Kar Kar was sitting beside me!we were watching the same movie at the same line!what a coincidence! C=

the second movie was at saturday!the second coincidence,we were sitting on the same seat which we watch iron man yesterday!really don't know what to say..haa!

actually we planned to go for banana boat ice cream after the movie..but that time was late and we decided to go next time!so...we'll meet again huh?

besides,she really collect the sand from Pulau Redang and give it to me..so happy when i receive it..

Thanks ah hoooo!C= i really appreciate it very much.. the letter really made me feel touch..

even though i didn't know you for so long..but you are a special friend of mine,

maybe you are the only girl(except Li Teng) in inti who can speaks cantonese with me,

that's why i felt familiar with you..

you treat me like an old friend i don't know why..ya..maybe that's just my opinion..

but i treat you like my old friend too.

maybe i keep complaining your house is too far,why i should buy you a racket..

but that's not true,i feel very happy when u agreed to go out with me for movie,

and i secretly planned to buy you a racket so that you can bring it and practise at US.

hope that we can still watch movie after three years huh?

anyway,please take good care! C=

Okay,tomorrow im gonna go to Johor!

to celebrate Wei Far's 21st birthday..

oh!im gonna be 21st next year!

i didnt ask for any celebration for the last few years..

but this time i ask for one!hehe

stop stop...its too soon to talk bout that..

anyway,Ka Kei..

i'm sorry that i can't go back for your birthday..

i know i've been a little rude from the message last time..

i really planned to go back at 4th Jun to celebrate your birthday at 5th..

but i don't know why u suddenly change to this saturday..

don't blame me okay?

wish you happy birthday in advance here, Ka Kei.

last day

well,tomorrow..hmmm..actually is today already,

its my last day in Ipoh!

so fast and yet i still not ready to go..

Penang trip?no..!it ends up with me staying home alone and playing computer everyday..

what the hell is going on?its my problem or what?

i didnt ask you to do anything like cut your balls or what..

just a travel, happy and full with joy..

what's the matter?
if can,i really dont wanna discuss this matter here,

i mean,i really feel boring with this topic already,
i'd rather you to tell me the problem instead of keep silent in front of me or act some shitty face in front of me..

sighs,yea i know sometimes im not a good friend...especially when i get angry,you all didnt being bad to me..this is what i most appreciated.

i really wanna be nice with you all,

you know sometimes i feel like the distance between you all are getting larger, which i dont want it happens.

Today,Ka Kei asked me to go yum cha!

hmm..actually we should have went from yesterday!

but unfortunately,it rained, so that it cancelled by her!

i was so excited about the yum cha,cz finally i can do the different thing already!

so bad..

anyway,we went today!

dont know why Min was not going..

and i purposely brought the camera for him..

but at the same time i want to practise my photography skill as well!

i really felt disappointed when i saw the photo taken by the other people was so beautiful!

i wonder how they take it!

i mean, the color, the angle..i really hope one day i can do it!

okay,actually we tried to take this photo and show clearly the LCD screen from the camera..

but it can't be done dont know why...

anyone can tell me?

actually this time was the first time i fetch by Ka Kei,which means the first time i saw her drive!

how's the driving skill?hmm..you should try it first before i tell you! =p

and then,suddenly rain heavily...

and Ka Kei not happy!

actually,we didnt chat much thing,

just some people's life and not suitable to tell you here.

And MOST IMPORTANTLY, she and Ken will be going to KL at next wednesday!

after that, they will go to Melaka as well,

shit!that's the place i hope to go also after i bought the camera..

see!that's another one again!

i dont know whether they are purposely or what...

anyway,Ken's party tonight..

and also Long's birthday suprise for tonight!

well,he wont see this blog,so its still suprise for him!

bless my day will be enjoyable!

so hard

hmm..suprisingly im blogging again!
well..i just blog when i got the mood to blog,
ok i admit that im lazy to blog even though i got that mood.
what to post today?
okay,i wonder why it is so hard to forget something..
i am a forgetful person,so easy to forget the things ask by my friends to do,so easy to forget the notes that i had memorized before..
but yesterday i saw the facebook,wow, XXXXXX is in a relationship with ...
i was like, what the hell, why the facebook show it to me?
and i think how come i care at the same time...?
its not like i still like her,just...i also dont know how to describe this feeling..
maybe i saw that fellow, is the type of guy i hate the most..
wonder why i lost to him!nvm,i cursed them long ago!(seriously,i didnt like her anymore!)

i actually wrote many things before im typing this..i just delete it because i dont think i should write it out..
okay now,i dont know what to write already,
this is why i seldom post new thing..
it's a rubbish post actually,
talking about the humanity..being hatred about something..
lol..

min asked me to for swim tml, like last week too!
but i didnt go for swimming actually,i played squash at the squash court not far from the pool..
i rejected min..cz i dont feel like want to play squash tml..and he might throw me to wei de again to fetch me back! (it's a joke min! C=)
and i cant swim, as my trunks and goggle left in my inti's room!
no choice,im gonna sleep late tml and play pc game as usual..
i dont want to end my extended holiday in this way...
anyone please ask me out okay?
luckily there's a party at this saturday at ken's new house!
congratulation to him here!

off now.

when there is an end, there is another begin

Okay,i don't know whether still got people will come around here and watch,
cz i really have a long long time never post any thing here..
sorry,my bad, im lazy and little busy for the last semester.
i wont write what i've done for the past few months, then let's just start after the final since two weeks ago!

I bought a DSLR!so sudden right?i never say anything about photography for all the post i've been wrote..hmmm..let's forget about it why i suddenly got interest,just ask me in person ok?
actually now its been the end of my semester break,
dont like it because it is too short,
like it cz i think i've done many things for this break..
and this time,im gonna extend my holiday for another week! (without officially approve by my uni)
well,i dont care anymore, whatever what i said last time was bullshit,but now i really wanna study hard for the coming semester!cz..it's my second year of degree already!
dont wanna get my degree cert below the second upper honor..
try my best okay?

friends,
if you are watching,
ask me out,
even now you tell me let's go to Penang tml!
i would love to.
and let's photograph our life!