for kakei, and my friends

miss kakei,
why you think i wont write anything bout u in my blog?
i tell u what..
i will write everything about my friends in my blog! (=
and one thing...
im not just write football on my blog,
u can c through the 1st post until the last post..
football onli talk about a little ni.. )=

today im not feel good..
is it i sleep too long?
maybe..
about 12 something i onli wake up...
for me its normal..
my record is 3 something..
but i had a long time didnt sleep for so long already..
maybe this made me felt dizzy when i wake up..
but..thats not the real reason for why im not feel good..
recently i got this feeling..
i felt like i lost something...
i know what is it..
a thing that keep in my heart for so long...
it lost?
i feel scare it lost actually..
cz i dont it lost..
i know im gonna let it go...
but after i let it go,
only i know what's the feeling...
the feeling of losing something important..
"should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements?"
its from adele's song..
im listening..
just like that..
i dont know what to do..
just let it be..

let's talk about friends,
lik ye,
i dont know actually u are angry with me ont?
maybe u dont,
and maybe now u dont know what is that im talkin about.
last time,
i ask u about why u post our conversation on ur blog?
actually i was joking that time..
just think that you will answer me "canot ah?" then smile..
but after that u answer me like very angry..i just feel like,
is it i cant ask anything from u?
cz i thought i was your very best friend so..and for me you are too!
now i just worry about whether you are still angry with me ont..

why sometimes some of you will feel like i dont care u anymore cz i didnt find u to chat like previous..
why?
actually im didnt mean dont want to care..
i just a bit busy sometimes..
maybe assignment?
maybe that time i just come back from finish class..
i am damn tire and feel like duwan to chat that time...
and lik ye will say,"if u are busy then put busy on ur msn,
bcz u r on9 mode thats why i find u chat!"
==
yea..i know..
but sometimes just too lazy to adjust..

cow,
sorry about tat..
hmm..i cant talk about that that at here..
cz someone maybe will watch this..
so i cant broke the secret..
will talk about that later.
but if u watch this now...
i hope u will understand what i mean last time..
okay? (=

last thing..
finally i pass my driving test!!!
yahoo!
i get it b4 i become 20..
should celebrate huh?
HAHA

Baden Powell Day

today is Baden Powell day..

even im a retired scout now,

but im still remember this day..

i think any retired scouts are remember too?

i hope so..

how is my junior member now?

long time din go back to c them..

i miss my scout life...

tomorrow i will face the test again..

it is a retest for driving..

i really hope that i can pass it..

i cant just always sit my friend's car..

a year and a year past already,

it is already two years late..

some of my friends even can drop the "P" already..

and what am i now?

hmm..just now dinner i was having dinner with min,jiuh,loon and kakei..

thanks for u all accompany me...

my parents have to go for their employee's wedding dinner..

and my sister was go out with her friend..

so im nearly alone tonight..

thanks guys!!

suppose dont have so few people..

but its a long story..i duwan to explain here..

and im tired now..

i wanna post this just because of the Baden Powell Day..

why huh?

i duno..juz feel tat i should post something for this special day...

but i really dont have mood now cz my eyes almost fully close,

and i cant c my keyboard..

okie..thats all for tonight...

God bless me for the test..

tagged by voon

001. Real name → Ong Chin Siang
002. Nickname(s) → fei siang,fatty,uncle ong,ong chin siang(which the ong sound is the third sound in chinese)
004. Zodiac sign → aquarius
005. Male or female → Male for sure!
006. Elementary → Poi Lam
007. Middle School → Poi Lam
008. High School → Poi Lam
009. College School → Inti International University College
010. Hair color → currently pure black and some white hair..lol
011. Long or short → Short now
012. Loud or Quiet → loud and quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → phone which hold camera
015. Health freak → nope
016. Drink or Smoke? → nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → sometimes
018. Eat or Drink → drink and eat
019. Piercings → never
020. Tattoos → never

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → nope
024. First best friend → Chong Jia Jet
025. First award → 1st runner up of singing contest in kindergarden
026. First crush → dont remember
027. First pet → dog
028. First big vacation → singapore
030. First big birthday → 9 years old?it was chinese new year tat time!

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → waitting for the dinner
050. Drinking → six big bottles and 3 small bottles of mineral on my room
052. I'm about to → play game after post this
053. Listening to → David Archuleta - You Can
054. Plans for today → do the econ after dinner and sleep early
055. Waiting for → Manchester United come to malaysia..

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → sure
059. Want to get married? → ya
060. Careers in mind → hairstylist,professional footballer

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → i dun mind as long as she is not taller than me
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → either of them is not nice for gals
074. Sensitive or loud→ dont want!
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → dont want!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → stolen at inti
081. Ran away from home → never do it
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → someday maybe
083. Killed somebody → nope
084. Broken someone's heart → people broke mine
085. Been arrested → nope
087. Cried when someone died → almost,for my friend nearly die in front of me

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → ya..i think
090. Miracles → wont happen on me
091. Love at first sight → yea
092. Heaven → lol
093. Santa Claus → lol
094 Tooth Fairy → lol
095. Kiss on the first date → my 1st kiss still here
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → ya..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ya.im appreciate it
099. Do you believe in God → sometimes,b4 the exam
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people → min,kakei,wei xiang,lik ye and i duno who should i tag..==

happy 19 birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me..
lol
did anyone wish themselves like tat?
haa..i think got..
cz nt everyone in the world can get wish from their friends..
so i should feel happy,
cz even i was in inti nw..
the friends in Ipoh still greet me too..
and also the friends in inti..
thx for the present!
I LIKE IT!
really..

this all was my birthday present this year!
a wallet from my dear sister!
a puzzle ball from my inti friends!
cz they know i like football~(=
and a birthday card from fong yee..
really thx!
i felt so happy,
it was the greatest day in my life..
since last two years ago,
tat was the last time i felt so happy.
last year i spend my birthday in NS,
i cant say it is worst..
never say,
cz the friend there was help me to celebrate too!
it cant compare cz it is the place problem..
it is damn nice already to have a cake on the nasional service..
so..i LIKE FRIENDS!
yee voon sing me a birthday song through the webcam,
muk lim give me a call when he is in negeri sembilan,
after tat u all,send me a warmest wish to me..(=
THANKS AGAIN!
and the match,
Derby vs Man Utd,
MU won with the score 4-1!
adn yeah! Ronaldo scored!
i consider his goal is score for me..hehe

last friday finally i went back to Ipoh!
and at last i went to the night market!
wow! i am almost didnt go there for 3 months..
too many barriers..
haha..
and the next day,
it was valentines day!
but..it was noting special for me..
for 18 years..
i was watching some of my friends is making something for their gf,
and some of my friends didnt prepare anything..
how come didnt prepare anything?==
anyway,the point is they can spend with their gf..
i never know what is the feeling to have tat day wit gf...
anyone can tell me?
hmm..and this day,
i was going to bukit merah with friends..
almost 11 something onli reach there...
sorry my friends,it was my fault..
but i need to cut hair 1st bcz im going back to inti at sunday.
so we had bought the ticket for water park and eko park..
1st we went to eko park 1st,
it was quite special inside there..
cz i can meet some animals i didnt see before..
after that we went to water park!
and the was a small accident for me..
my leg thumb's nail had dropped!
nt a bit but the whole nail..
feel like pain right?
but i didnt feel any pain..
until nw it still gt some part stick with my thumb..
i've tried to take it out but it will be like hell pain for me..
so i decided to let it drop by itself..==
and i cant use my left leg to play football..
the night,
we haven use out all our strength,
so we go to karaoke!
E BOX!
1st time to go there..
feel more nice than parade 1..
cz there got more eng songs..
and my face become red again after i drink some wine..
how come?==
after that we back at like 2am..
before tat,
wei kuan was having her 19 years old birthday..
she shared her cake with me and celebrate our birthday together!
THANKSSSS!
cz her birthday is at feb15 and mine 1 is feb16..
what a coincidence!

sunday,
finally i need to end my time at Ipoh..
good bye (=

today(monday),
i jump over cz it is already write on the top of this post.
it happens on juz nw..
suddenly rachel ask me to accompany her to da bao dinner..
i was wonder why so late already still haven eat..(it is 11pm tat time)
after tat, i go down and wait her..she was go down after tat..
i felt something wrong so i asked her some question..
her face was suddenly changed..(it was damn funny nw i think it)
after i walk through some block,
suddenly they all came out!
they are,steve,boon sin,wei xiang,zi hang..
they give me a cake and sing me a birthday song..
i was suprise and touch..
its true..
thanks for everything..

okay,
its 2:19am nw..
wish tml wont have quiz..
i haven study yet..
lol
nights~
IM 19 NOW!!!yahoooooo

what a crap

IM BORING!
more than everyone ever..
i've been stayed at the room for two days!
at least 40 hours..
i felt to vomit when i stay in my room nw...
no fresh air..
juz like the world nw..
no more meaning already..
oh..i talk about this topic again...
i dont want cz it is talked by me so many times already..
talk about one topic again and again is meaningless..

okay,
in this 40 hours..
i've watched 6 episode tennis prince,
2 drama,played 8 matches of football,
countless matches of counter strike,
7-10 matches of left 4 dead,
downloaded 17 songs,
surf countless website,
i think that's all..
the conclusion is.....
I DIDNT EVER STUDY!!!!
oh my god..
why?
lazy..
that's the reason,
simple and easy to understand.lol

hmm..
gonna watch MU vs West Ham later..
hope MU can win,
i dun like any team stay ahead of MU,
especially LIVERPOOL!!

min says,"why u always listen to thinking of you?"
got?
maybe..but its so nice..
the song and the name...
im thinking of you~(=

i still got a lot to learn

its Feb 6 today,

the day of plane crash in munich at 1958,

the darkest day in MU's history,

23 people,including eight players and three members of the club's staff die in this accident..

hmmm..long time din touch this blog already..

bcz of lazy!!

everytime when i decided to write,

there must be some reason make me cant write it..

why ah?

okay,one week already since i back from ipoh,

having celebrated CNY on 2 weeks ago..

nt enough yet,

nt bcz of the holidays nt enough..

bcz i didnt pray at the ninth day of CNY..

damn!

i didnt pray for two years adi!

i miss the memory when we pray together..

my family,relatives,brothers and sisters...

and it is the day for juz onli hokkien..

oh i swear next year i will PRAY!!!!!!

recently,

i found that i was a bit abnormal..

i mean it was on my emotion..

i duno what happen...

i become easy to angry...

oh !!

am i changing back to form 4 adi?

i dont want!

i dont my fren leave me again..

1st time happened was on the CNY period,

i am goin to extreme park to play futsal..

i realize that im trying to get angry when i was losing...==

(but its unfair!!our team some of them duno to play 1!!but u all skillful 1 together..)= )

and i really dun like people who did not play seriuosly..

but if too serious then it will be no more fun in futsal..

so conflict ah..

in short,i really felt so sorry because that time i leave early and my unmature..

sorry guys!

finally i can concentrate on the class already!

another problem were solved!!

i duno how come..

but i felt happy...

i started to study in the room at night..

not many but at least i have study..

thats the only way i can do to improve..

right?

gotta back home next week!

yeah!!!

nt by bus but friend's car..

no need to take 5-10mins to wait the bus,

15 mins of bus to KTM station,10-20mins to wait the train,

45mins from nilai to bandar tasik selatan,

5mins walk to LRT station from KTM station,

5-10mins wait for the LRT,15mins to plaza rakyat,

5mins walk to the pudu station,

1min to get rid of the bus ticket seller,

4mins get to the ticket counter(too many people),

if still got time then go to time square or KFC which is in front of pudu station,

3hrs of journey from pudu station to Ipoh.(if got rain then add one more hour)

wow!!

if i take friend's car,

5 mins walk to the car park,

3 and a half hrs(guess because haven take friend's car b4) from inti,nilai to Ipoh!

so easy..isn't?

IPOH,im going back next friday!

oh..wish i could pass the driving test..=="

LEFT 4 DEAD!!