disappointed

Disappointed of what??
my holiday??nope!!i wont feel disappointed for that.
holiday for two months is what i've been hoping for very long already..
hmm..i've been staying at home for a week..totally a whole week im staying!
what i've done??
let me explain at here~~
everyday i set the alarm at 10..but after i wake up by the alarm,
i will fall into sleep again..so...what is the purpose for that alarm??
it's like prevent me to sleep until afternoon....then i won't be feeling useless at home..
is that helpful?not at all!!cz i will sleep until 11 something!
after that,i played my desktop!
finally i got my desktop back..it's been taking to claim its motherboard and power supply for two months!!how come it took so long?i also don't know..
so now i just play as much as i am free!
finally i finished Prototype!
now im going to play Resident Evil 5 and Wanted..
guess i have to buy some new games~
then...i take my lunch at 1pm..and continue playing after finish lunch!
that's what i do in whole day!
actually i want to play squash for these few days already..but my sis took the car..and Lee's leg was injured...so..tml im going to play! =p

well..let me talk about why i am disappointing..
Voon! seems i gotta go singapore alone this time..
my friends all couldn't make it!
i really felt disappointed..i was hoping to travel with them..
but everytime u all just...
i dont know what can i say..i know i shouldn't say anything to you all at here..
if you don't want to go,u should tell me earlier but not wait until i ask you!i've been told you for two months early and you said u go with me..but now u answered me u are going with ur brother..
what's that mean?
fine..i think there's no more next time...i would not ask you again!
okay..i think going travel alone is not a bad idea huh?
at least i can go any places that i want to..eat anything that i want...
and yeah,enjoy the holiday.

holiday

okay.im here again!
finally...ITS HOLIDAYYY!!!
haha..now i got two months of free time to do whatever i want!
before i talk about my holiday..let's see what i've done in exam!
hmm..worst is the best word to descride it.
this exam i just need to focus on statistics and english..
only two subject i duno why i done so badly..!
the first subject is statistics and it is on friday...i come back to inti at monday.
that means i have five days to prepare my stat..
i've done 7 chapter except chapter 5 bcz i dont really know what it talks about..
so i just give up on this chapter..
there are 50 objective questions..but when i finish the first round..only like 13 questions that i confirm which are correct..to pass this subject, i must at least correct 18 questions!
when i done the second round..thank god i have 20..but there's another 30 questions i haven done yet..
when i keep on do the question, i feel like my confidence is getting less..
it was so disappointed..all the exercises i've done so hard was useless...
what i've done??shit?maybe.
the second subject is english..that's the last english i will be taken in my entire life!
okay..the lecturer said it is more easier than last sem's english..but i dont think so..
both have their hard way..i never think english is easy for me...
what topic will come out for the argumentative essay is what i concern the most!
finally the topic is not hard for me..and i did well..
but the letter and memo writting is a bit hard for me...
i just hope that i can pass it so that i wont have to face it again!

uhmm..
away from the exam..let me share about the PD trip!
although many people said that there was so dirty..and no more beauty..
but i dont really care about it..i like to go the beach..!
i dont know why i like to go so much..
i remember when i was small..i used to go the beach with my family and relatives..
i like that feeling...but the feeling now is just a memory..
everyone was grown up..busy working and doing their own works!
everyone is lack in communicate, they changed,
so..let's start!
this trip was actually organized by my friend's friend from another program..
which means that i dont know about the people from this trip.
in other words, i was cheated by friend to this trip..
wait! dont think that im so stupid!
i know that the people going to this trip was from another program..
but my friend told me that how the room we live was..uhmm..hard to describe here...so i just jump to the next part.
we actually staying in an apartment..its two apartment correctly!
one is for girl and another one is for boy.


Angcasa

the first thing we reach was to check out around and the BEACH!

we played volleyball!

and i really dumb in doing the exercise which needs hands!!

i cant even shoot the ball accurately...how come??

see my stupid act..

then it is the beach..

from my opinion,

the beach is still okay for me..

but the sand is so rough..not like the others are soft.. =.=

actually i was kinda boring there..

just a few friends that i know only..

so i getting less talking there..keep emo-ing..

at the first night,i sleep at 11 someting..

bcz i am too tired..without getting any rest after finish the final!

but i cant get into the sleep so easily..cz outside there is so NOISY!

they are playing game which the one who lose need to draw the face by their friend..

i just keep hearing the same scream by a girl.... lol

haha..anyway..im secretly jealous them.

i wake up at 12 something on the second day,

cz i know i will be very boring if i wake up too early!

so i just try to get into sleep when everytime i wake up..

i think im already wake up for eight times..bcz of those snoring and the one who sleep beside me keep grabing my blanket.. )=

that day we prepared spaghetti for the lunch..

it was cooked by the rice cooker..rice cooker was actually an amazing invention!

uhmm..finally we played banana boat !

this is the first time i play!

when i started to play..i just wonder how are we gonna fall into the water..

but after waiting for long time..the guy who driving the boat seems dont want to make us fall into the water..

suddenly,he turned to left..and the boat fell!

haaha..not bad..!

after that, some of the people are playing the turbo blast..they said it was more fun then the banana boat..!

i dont want to play it at 1st...but then a friend ask me to play..so i just be her partner...but at last we didnt play cz its too late..the sky was getting too dark..ohh...what a waste!

on the last day! we checked out at 12pm..
and i wake up at 11.30pm..due to the last night..

they plan secretly to celebrate of their friend's birhtday..

bcz this is their last trip already..most of them will further their study at aussie..

so after this they will not meet again...

hmm..i got a weird feeling when i heard this...

anyway..i'll just wish them good luck here..and thanks to organize such a great trip!

Voon,

great to talk with you again!

its like two months we didnt talk to each other!i wonder why..

i feel sorry also! promised that no next time!

actually last sem i want to talk to you already..but i just delay until the holiday..

then when the holiday start,i duno how im gonna do..

i scared..why huh?

haha..but its okay now..!

as you said, we talked! c=

okay,finally im here again.
that doesn't means im free now..
i am very very busy now..but...how come still have time to blog huh?=.=
hmmm..actually im having my final on the next friday..and the exam ends at saturday!
it takes two days only!
after that i will be having two months of holiday!
finally it is my turn now!
when i look backward at last year when i was in this moment..
i was having long semester and need to stay along november and half of december in inti..
it is like sucks for me now..luckily im not now..
okay..let's talk about what i've done for this semester..
i did a lot of assignmentsss and presentationss..
ermm..so far so good i think...
i almost become crazy thanks to the assignments...
it was like doing an impossible mission!!
but finally i did it!
the presentations were like shit except the last one..
that one was the best ever presentation for me since i didnt look into the notes and only talk about what i am thinking but didnt lost my way...
"good!" the lecturer said! haha..i was damn happy and i didnt expect the lecturer will give me a high marks for the presentation...
she gave me 24 over 30...the highest 1 i think it is 25 over 30 from teck long..
i do hate this lecturer very much bcz i think she directed against me from every time..
i dont think i have make her angry...i did listen to her when she's lecturing us...
i dont know what i've done wrong and what's her problem..
anyway..she's the lecturer i hate the most and had made me so angry..

actually now i suppose to do my revision..
although still got many time now..
but when u procrastinate and u wont know how fast the time is passing..
just like you wasting ur time looking at my blog....lol..
but i dont think anyone will look into my blog already since i am less update now..
hmm..dont know when is the next time i will be here again..but at least finish the final 1st!
bless me and give a wonderful holiday.

fear

the second semester for my degree has started!!

this is a short semester,

so it means that i only have 7 weeks and 1 week for the final in this semester.

this isn't an enjoy semester i think,

i took three subjects,

statistics again,professional development and english again.

1 full coursework subject and two final,

that means i just need to study statistics only in this final but need to do assignments like hell..

that is what i dont hate the most..

less time to play,stress more and emo more as well.

well....

i move to new room this semester,

hmm..not bad i think?cooler than my previous room,

but the bad things for this floor are..

i need to climb more stairs,the toilet is dirty and some bathrooms dont have the hanger,

the water is less when i take water,the neighbours seem not so friendly..

all my friends in hostel will all move out to the apartment while i am staying here until i finish my degree..lonely more?

no choice,my parents won't let me move out to apartment.

yesterday,

i went to mid valley with Ah Lee and his GF,

we ate tepanyaki before watch a movie,

hmm..the tepanyaki is not as delicious as i ate at first time..

i dont know why,my friend agreed as well...

we watched Orphan after finish lunch..

it was nice i can say..i never feel loosen since the movie had started,

the girl is small but can act so well and be like a real cool killer is what i liked the most!

okay,

it's late and tomorrow i got six hours straight classes from 8am until 2pm.

gotta bed!

final

nono!
this is not my final post..
i just mean my FINAL EXAM!
yea..i know i didnt touch my blog for long long time already..
assignments,tests and presentations can be the reason!
i really wanna post something when i free..
because there are like two big event i didnt post up,
so if i write,
it must be a long long post! (not really sure actually)

today is 7th aug already..
still left 3 days to my final..
am i already fully now?that's why im writing blog?
no!i just finish some part of my finance..
will continue it tomorrow cz now i felt so tire already..
dont expect me this time will get a very good result!
u think im hardworking?
no!all the revision i've done was in last minute!
i just hope that my stat can pass..
i get a very low marks in these two tests..
lol..

get to bed now,
wish i could study well tomorrow!
nights.
=.= zzzzzzz

class cancel

YES!!
CLASS CANCEL again!!
yea..im really happy for that..
that means i got more time to do my slides..
what slides actually??
it is for tomorrow's presentation!!
oh gosh..
im starting to scare again..
i had stopped for one semester didn't do the presentation..
so i wonder tomorrow is it can i present well??
hope the classmates wont laugh at me when i say something wrong.
i would like to know whether my english have improve?
haha..anyway..i will design well my slide show and put as many feauture as i can.
thanks Hang,without you i wont learn so many things in power point!

hmm..next thing is i gotta move to another room at next semester!
but luckily is still the same block that i living now.
im gonna climb two more floor in the coming semester..
lol..maybe it is good for me to keep fit..
anyway, im glad that i can stay in the same block..
cz i might move to the short semester block(my block is only for long semester students!)
thanks to dad, he called to the office and ask the officer to give me back the same block.
actually why the officer don't give me the same block at first?
i feel weird for that..
the officer give me this block after my dad called him..
ahhh..
yea..maybe im a child for you, so you dont listen to me..
but i had tried to talk to you,if you are listen to me,
then i wont have to disturb my parents.
you all are so stupid.

okay,
stop here..
gotta do my slides!
and go back to home tomorrow!
wish me good luck!

graduate,foundation

yes...

yessss...

and YESSS!!!!!
i am graduate from foundation,formally.
(=

if i tell you that i don't even concern about this graduation,
i was lying!
yeah..i feel so excited for this graduation...
i don't know why..
maybe this is the first time that i will receive the cert at the hall...
i know this is nothing special for those genius,
but i can tell u im not a genius..
it is my pleasure.
sighs,i felt sad when i looking at most of my friends receive the merit or excellence awards..
well..i don't want to talk about this again...
i want to get it so much but i didn't put all my effort on study that's why i didn't receive any awards..
don't ever think to receive any awards without put effort on it..
go sleep and dream,maybe there's some chance..stupid!
hmm...i don't want to spoil my mood because of this..
cause i feel really happy on that day...
anyway,it is a good memory for those who study in foundation together for a whole year..
especially for those who will leave inti next year or who already left inti and switch to another uni.
thanks,u all help me to grow(=actually i don't want to blog this out..
it is about my room,
H1-31!!!!
oh shit,that was my fault actually..
i forgot to book my room..
and yesterday was the last day to book the same room at the next semester..
today i just realize about the room booking when i heard my friend talking about the room's problem..
when i finish my class,
i just rush to the office and ask them to give me a chance..
i know my english is not good so i ask ah lee to accompany me..
and when we go to the office and he try to help me to ask a woman...
but the woman,oh...i am really maid now when i talk about this woman,
she was like look down at me and don't really want to hear about what we talking to her..
she is so suck!
and then she told us to see the head,
i was lazy to talk to them so i have no choice and told my parents about this..
sure u know what happened next..i will cut this part.
then my father told me to meet the head,the one i just talk about..
he told me to meet him again next thursday..
it was the day for the students to book for different room,like single change to twin sharing..
that means i need to queue at the office earlier so that i can be the first and get my room BACK!!!!
so..this is the incident that happens today..lol
i got nothing to blame..
i just don't know why they don't let me to book the same room..
i just one day late only right?
okay,i know that's my fault..but why dont just give me a chance..
im not like late to book the room for 3-4 days..
sighs..

i don't want this to be an angry post..
i want to share about the happiness of the graduation...
and now,still i am happy! (=

camp

the flag pole~

the main gate~

and my friends who are digging a hole..

well,

im going to the scout camp at last saturday,

but go back as a senior..

im not taking part on camp anymore...

but i wish to take part at someday as well..

im still missing the day i marching,building a campsite,

wearing uniform...the day i become a scout.

when i go back,

i saw many new faces..

some old faces too..like my senior or even some of them i know dont who they are..

anyway..as long as we service the troop,

we are like a family..that's the 49th spirit!

my bro,Chun Hong was the camp leader for this camp..

and Muk Lim was the assistant camp leader as well..

he was like damn boring at there,

so he called me before the camp has start..

i mean it is last friday when he called me..

he ask me to go for the meeting..

but i couldn't go cz im still on the way to Ipoh...

and when i reach Ipoh,

it was like 10 something..

and i immediately go to the pasar malam!!

my friends and me start to build something~

hmm..and sunday,im going back to inti again..

actually i really dont want to leave this time..

not because of friends or family...

is scout this time...

cz this camp is only hold for once a year..

after i miss this time,

im not sure next year whether i still got chance to go again..

i hope i can go..

and i really appreciate it!

i feel really happy for the last saturday..

hmm..after i reach kl,

i didnt go back to inti immediately,

but i went to the sunway pyramid..

due to Lee's gf..she wants to meet her old friend and have dinner with them..

so i had my dinner yesterday with Lee..at T.G.I Friday's!

this is seriously damn delicious!

i like this too!

all this cost me like RM34 something..

wow....

it is expensive..but really delicious..

and u'll be full for sure!

so..u can try if u want..

OH!!!I DIDNT TAKE PHOTO FOR MY ENTREE!!!

shitttt!!!!

now i only know it..

you see..you can even forget to take photo after you just only eat the appetizer.

(but...i rather to remember what i suppose to do at 1st..)

okay..

gotta stop at here!

have class at tomorrow 10am.
need to be more hardwork!

and i going back home again this friday!

yahooooo~

still glory

sighs..

MU lost to barca finally..

i thought MU will win due to first 8 mins,

they got very good possession and fine attacking..

but it remains just for a while..after barca score,

they seems like no spirit to fight..

until the end,

the result is 2-0.

i got nothing to argue with it..

somebody just say,

"it just a football match what, and u didnt bet on it!so what for u feel so sad?"

no..it's not just a simple football match..

the feeling of watching your team lost is just like you breakup with your bf/gf.

haha..is it?

hmm..back to the last saturday,

i was going to time square and pavillion..

with some of my inti friend,

and watch a movie in pavillion..

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!!

it was incredibly funny!

and i am the one who laugh the most..

almost the people can hear my voice...

i dont know..that was my friend told me..==

im actually just enjoy the movie...

haa..whatever..i dont care.

outside the cinema~


and my favourite Nando's~

hmm..i would like to help Yee Voon promote her survey here..

the link is:

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=8i4KpebiVOy_2fAK6jEjmQZQ_3d_3d

she said it was urgent..

for her research..

it was about the feng shui.

anyone give her a help?

and pass this survey around too!

thanks~

at last,i would like to tell my dear friend,

im GOING BACK IPOH at this friday!

woooooww...

i miss Ipoh damn lots!

actually i just left for two weeks..

dont know why i really cant stay here for more longer..

untitled

hmm..wasn't in mood to write blog in this recently...
although i don't have anything to do in this new semester..
i don't know..
let's talk bout today,
yeah..congrats to those who will get merit or excellent awards on this coming graduate/awards ceremony.
but not for me..cz i didn't get.
i won't say anything this time..
is because of me didn't do well and put more effort in the last exam.
i admit i am.
well..it's a good thing about im gonna graduate from foundation..
anyone come to my graduate ceremony?
haa..i think no need..it just a small ceremony..
maybe the next three years?
for my degree graduate ceremony?

this week is the third week for this semester,
okay..let's conclude what i learnt on this three weeks..
i learnt nothing actually,
what i learning now is already learnt in foundation..
so the feeling for me now is like retaking the foundation.
somemore now im not same class with most of the friends in foundation.
i can't chat at the class..
play either.

lol
i think im not going back home this week..
actually i can take yoyo back..
but..is quite late when i reach home...
maybe i choose to stay here and prepare my assignment?
or meet some old friends in kl?
or watch movie whole day in my room?
i dont know..

happy mom day

unfortunately,
this year i didnt celebrate mother's day.
because i cant,not i dont want..
i need to go back to inti earlier than previously because im taking bus to go back...
with my friends,from inti.
they went to Ipoh to take a tour..
and they all stayed in my apartment. (=
it was great to stay with them and take them to go somewhere else Ipoh and eat something delicious.
and..i feel sorry for some of them who sit my car,
cz i dont really know about Ipoh's road..
it was a shame huh?
for an Ipoh guy who dont know Ipoh's road.
and sorry again,
for the friends i cant accompany yesterday,
Pak Long..Happy Birthday to you!
sorry i cant attend more earlier your party.
For inti's,sorry..you all come from so far,
and i couldn't give all my time to accompany you all.
i felt apologize.

hmm..and sorry mom!
i will celebrate with u in this coming saturday.

AHHHHHHHH!
i got too few time to do many things!!

lol..
i dont really know im gonna write..
i just felt kinda boring..
and dont want to sleep...
tomorrow class is start at 12pm,
i think i can wake up at 11am.
about the subject im taking in this semester now,
it was damn boring..
and annoying..
why?
cz im almost study again what i had learned in foundation now,
the econs,account,information tech...
the class is new,
the classmate is new,
the lecturer is new,
the environment is new,
no more foundation friends,
nobody can chat in the class,
so that i can concentrate in the class,
and fall asleep after half an hour.
three more years to go,
it's just the begining....

finance

i will take finance as my degree program.
.....
actually i dont have anything to write tonight..
sometimes i just wanna express my feeling at here...
maybe because i dont know how to share my problems wth friends..
and i dont want to cause them problem too..
because it is my problem,not theirs.
and maybe they cant really help me too..
so..i just solve it by myself.

let's talk about my degree..
yea..it's great to go through the degree..
while most of my friends still work hard in form six...
i am the fastest one to study in degree...
what challenge will come to me?
i dont know...
so..instead of being worried and disturbed in my degree life,
i rather to work more harder to get 1st honor degree.
i hope i can do so..
my parents sure will become very happy if i did.
i never get a better result since i study in secondary school..
i failed my student's life since standard 5 i think?
i felt really disappointed i cant get any awards in foundation..
im sorry,i didnt do it well.
i really want to do something that makes me feel proud in my degree,
at least an award?
so...finance will be my future.
i never thought i will take this course..
because my sis already studied this course,so i wont be taking anymore.
but now..sighs..
anyway,i know what i decide now is right.
i got no choice but to trust myself.
Min,thanks.
im appreciate everthing u said to me.
i feel great now,thank you so much.

today is the 1st day for me in inti for this semester,
i got no feeling at all,
what i miss now is holiday,
the two weeks holiday is too short for me,
i wonder why other people want to come back here so much..
i couldn't understand at all.
there are many things which i dont understand..
i cant ask for too many now.
im trying to restore everything that i mess up..
im so sorry.

released..over and begin

yea!!my result just released today!!
i thought is tml?
cz the official date of result release is at 29th..
whatever..most importantly i wanna know my result as soon as possible.
actually my result is not that good..
but that is what i want at least...
a passed result..
a result that allows me to go for degree..
and no need to retake any subject..

thursday will be going back to inti.
just for enrol but together with family too..
and go to shopping at kl..most probably will be mid vally i think?
cz that is our favourite shopping mall.
so..means i need to choose my degree program nw..
just do some research for some programs(actually the research just take for few mins)..
i think finance will be better if compare to other programs..
i can do bank's job,help my father or even can do marketing's job..

my holidays start at 15th april,4:01 pm.
and it ends at 3rd may,11:59 pm.
now is 29th april,01:11 am.
it ends soon..how come?

its gonna be another day

well..
i just finished Yes Man.
it so fun and meaningful..
i mean real..
it is 2am something now...
no idea what can i do..
watch movie?
one for a day is already enough..
furthermore i dont have much movies that i haven't watch as well..
cz im nt in inti now...
cant download any movie cz i dont want to use bitcomet..
pps stream?
oh damn i cant use cz i cant read the words..
so i need to download chinese software i think?
i dont want to cz i lazy..
and weird...i miss inti....'s dc++..
thats the only thing which is so much useful in the uni..

yea..today i watched Mall Cop..
with some of my buddies..
one is back from matric,one is having holiday from tar,
and another one is which i didnt see for few months..
due to him work at penang since last year...
yeah..everyone was in Ipoh now!
should we gonna rock now?
i think so..
i have only few chance to join them together due to my sucks uni holidays is too damn few..
what can i do for only two weeks?
no..not even two weeks now..
i used 5 days to go travel at johor and singapore..including one day to go back home.
im already planned to attend english tuition when i got at least one month break..
for my future..i cant live by with the standard of my english now..
even though i really tried hard to work on it..
i watched english movies,dramas,listen english songs,chat by using english at msn(OMG)..
but i think i cant improve...that's why i planned to attend tuition..

there's another friday..
my favourite day..
plan to wake up late..
should i?
if i did..i'll be wasting another few hours..
which i can do many things(what things?i dont know..whatever)
am i gonna meet my old friends?
i want to..
but most of them is form six..
they were busy..
and they have MUET at this saturday..
and after that they got another english test...
oh God..bless them.
actually im trying to balance the time which i join my family and friends..
cz i really miss them damn a lot when im not in Ipoh..
i've always balance the time..
but time is too few..
sometimes i cant do so many things...
im trying to make my friends dont forget me.

another thing now is...
about my degree program..
my future..
what should i choose?
i dont know..
i thought i will take marketing..?
but lately my dad said that is not good..
the demand is few now..
cz even a finance student can do marketing's job...
so maybe i'll choose finance..
same as my sis..
actually i dont really what all this program about..
cz i dont know what i want..
i want to be rich?
or just living by using enough money(i mean not poor and rich)..
maybe i will prefer second 1..
but i need to save many money so that i could go manchester and watch a football match..
im serious actually..pathetic,no one will think im serious.
why?
is it so funny?
is it kinda childish for you all?
for me,it does not.
i really think about it.
opps..im off topic,
for my degree..
i would prefer either finance or financial planning..
i dont know this two whether is the same ont..

damn,
my hair stylist changed again..
what again????!!
now is already the fourth..
i think will continue..
i thought he wont leave?
but im quite like my stylist now..
i felt suprise about that he said he saw me before..
and i was wearing school uniform..
haha..that is damn long ago..
i didnt wear for two years already~

imma go to sleep now..
and it is 3:32am,
i like blogging at midnight!

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IM BACK!!
back from johor last night at 1 am..
my journey was really adventure...
i nearly cant get back to johor from singapore..
cz its late when i go back to johor..
some people said the bus service will end at 11:30.
that time i wait for the bus is 10:45..
luckily Kam Weng and his gf together with me...
if not,i duno whether can i go back safely..

the next day(yesterday),
Kam Weng bought the bus ticket at 2:30pm,
so that i could wake up late..
and have more energy.
but we duno it is nt enough..
he shouldn't buy that bus company..
ITS TRANSNASIONAL!!!!
damn it!
the bus driver need to drop some of the passenger at melaka..
but that long way to melaka just waste a lot of damn time..
after that,we reached seremban..
but not that damn terminal i want!
so we have to sit for the taxi and go to the damn ktm station..
when we reach nilai not inti yet..its adi 8:20 i think..and the damn bus haven come yet!
we wasted another damn 15 mins to wait for the bus and 10 mins to wait the bus become damn full until nobody can get in..
9:30..we reached inti..and i rushed to my room and get my dirty clothes and my laptop.
we had a dinner after that and finally we start to go back to IPOH at 10:00!!!!
i used a lot of damn here because i really damn angry at that time.

i really enjoy much at singapore..
it was an unforgettable memory in my life..
1st time i go travel..
i stayed at Voon's house..
that night,the bar, i like it.

im really sorry about that..
i hope u dont mind it..
i just dont feel good if i dont talk to you.
whatever positive or negative answer u give me..
i will accept.
i really think like that.
after i told you,
i felt my body wont be that heavy now..
i thought i will be good after i know the answer...
but the truth is not that good..for honestly.
i will do the thing i promised you,
hope that you will be the same too.
im sorry..
i hope u dont feel bad..not even a bit..
i feel apologize if u did.
im a bad guy,sorry again.
we are best friend,not only now..but forever,
just like previously.

wednesday

Dear KaKei,
i would like to update my news to you.
im actually having my final now..

today,
i finish the third paper for my final..
it is the advanced english exam...
it is insane for those who can really finish this paper in two hours..
1 comprehension with 2 and a half page,four making inference question,
three making conclusion question,1 summary with 130 words,
1 letter and 1 argumentative essay with 350 words.
can you do it?
show me!
for the 1st paper,
it is bahasa kebangsaan subject..
the lecturer has almost given all the question and even answer for the paper,
is it possible if i fail in this subject?
i dont really hope to fail this subject.lol
i got 15 objective answer in hand for 20 question,
the comprehension answer and also the answer for correction word.
the lecturer also gave us the topic of the essay and just tell us to find the points..
what a crap..
are this count as an exam?
i dont think so..
the lecturer even help student to check objective answer..
and when i want to leave my table,
a lecturer stop me and check my answer 1st only then he let me to go...

the second paper is business studies 3,which is also accounting.
hmm...i think it is possible to get an A on it?
it was the only subject i think got chance to get an A..
and i took account on form 4 & 5 before...
this account even more easy than the SPM level,
so i think i really need to get an A on it.

after wednesday's exam,
i will be totally free!!
and the most important event for that night is PORTO VS MU!!
MU will go the portugal and to become the 1st english team to beat them in the stadium.
THAT NIGHT IS GONNA BE LEGENDARY!!
and also i will enjoy my third semester break..
my schedule will be like this:
16/4/09, sunway
17/4/09. johor,Wei Far's house
18-19/4/09, singapore,Yee Voon's house
20/4/09, due to the boss who gonna fetch me back to ipoh says he still want to stay at johor,
so i think most probably will stay at johor again.
21/4/09,unknown
22/4/09,confirm will be IPOH!

so before that,
let's focus on the final!
(=

motivation

YEAH! MU back to the top again!

but that is go without saying..

right?

im sure all MU fans agree with me.
it was so unbelievable!

the young italian lad score for MU at 93 mins..

i thought MU will lose again..

i jumped around and all the controller on the sofa was falled..

im glad my mom didnt c that..

and i cant shout..cz my parents already slept..lol

today,

i back to inti again..

and now i need to face my final exam..

i had enjoyed everything in Ipoh..

dinner with my family..played futsal with my friends..

watched movie...bought a mouse and a hard disk at pc fair..

and also bought the same things for Yee Voon..

which i will give her the things when i go singapore at Apr 18&19..

WOW!

its so fun...i never go singapore alone before..

but before that i need to face my final 1st..

that's the thing i fear most...

cz i dont want to retake at next semester..

if failed one of the subject,i will remain as a foundation student,

and see all my friends study for degree already..

this is what i dont want to be happened...
its like kinda of shame for me..but is it really?

my family didnt give me any pressure..

yea..that is good..but makes me feel like no motive to study now...

i really wanna get a good result for this semester..

at least merit awards?ha..it wont happen i think.

cz i never work hard at this semester..

hmm..dont want to think much..

i'll just try to study as much as i can..

busy damn long week

uhh...finally have some time to update..
i think almost got three weeks i didnt touch about my blog..
it was damn busy for the past three weeks..
i dont have time to update at week day oso..
even today i just wanna write abit only...
just came back from the mamak near my hostel..
not the most near oso..the far 1..
cz that one got more nice atmosphere...
hmm..thought wanna watch liverpool lost..
but the result is not what i want..
5-0..
i have nothing to say..
and MU lost 2-0 yesterday..
so nw just have only one point and one match advantage..

start from today,
i'll have three test and a assignment need to be submited...
and another one is next monday..
1st test is on tuesday..which is econ..the subject i most worry about..
2nd test is on wednesday...english..i got a "very nice" mark at the test 1....
3rd test is on thursday..account..the one subject i dont have to worry about in this semester...
the only assignment have to pass up on this week is eng..
another one on monday is account..i already finished my part..
and i'll do another part..cz i dont want to do the conclusion...

hmmm..too many things happened in this three weeks..
i almost confuse in my mind...
i dont know how to make a decision...
i dont know was that really important for me..
is it can i really give up?
i tried,but i realize that it wont be so easy..
ya..from my mouth it'll be easy..
but now i think i know what i want...
finally i get the answer from my mind?
i hope that is what i want.

that's all for today..
will update more after finish this busy damn long week!!
and i'll go back to IPOH!

for kakei, and my friends

miss kakei,
why you think i wont write anything bout u in my blog?
i tell u what..
i will write everything about my friends in my blog! (=
and one thing...
im not just write football on my blog,
u can c through the 1st post until the last post..
football onli talk about a little ni.. )=

today im not feel good..
is it i sleep too long?
maybe..
about 12 something i onli wake up...
for me its normal..
my record is 3 something..
but i had a long time didnt sleep for so long already..
maybe this made me felt dizzy when i wake up..
but..thats not the real reason for why im not feel good..
recently i got this feeling..
i felt like i lost something...
i know what is it..
a thing that keep in my heart for so long...
it lost?
i feel scare it lost actually..
cz i dont it lost..
i know im gonna let it go...
but after i let it go,
only i know what's the feeling...
the feeling of losing something important..
"should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements?"
its from adele's song..
im listening..
just like that..
i dont know what to do..
just let it be..

let's talk about friends,
lik ye,
i dont know actually u are angry with me ont?
maybe u dont,
and maybe now u dont know what is that im talkin about.
last time,
i ask u about why u post our conversation on ur blog?
actually i was joking that time..
just think that you will answer me "canot ah?" then smile..
but after that u answer me like very angry..i just feel like,
is it i cant ask anything from u?
cz i thought i was your very best friend so..and for me you are too!
now i just worry about whether you are still angry with me ont..

why sometimes some of you will feel like i dont care u anymore cz i didnt find u to chat like previous..
why?
actually im didnt mean dont want to care..
i just a bit busy sometimes..
maybe assignment?
maybe that time i just come back from finish class..
i am damn tire and feel like duwan to chat that time...
and lik ye will say,"if u are busy then put busy on ur msn,
bcz u r on9 mode thats why i find u chat!"
==
yea..i know..
but sometimes just too lazy to adjust..

cow,
sorry about tat..
hmm..i cant talk about that that at here..
cz someone maybe will watch this..
so i cant broke the secret..
will talk about that later.
but if u watch this now...
i hope u will understand what i mean last time..
okay? (=

last thing..
finally i pass my driving test!!!
yahoo!
i get it b4 i become 20..
should celebrate huh?
HAHA

Baden Powell Day

today is Baden Powell day..

even im a retired scout now,

but im still remember this day..

i think any retired scouts are remember too?

i hope so..

how is my junior member now?

long time din go back to c them..

i miss my scout life...

tomorrow i will face the test again..

it is a retest for driving..

i really hope that i can pass it..

i cant just always sit my friend's car..

a year and a year past already,

it is already two years late..

some of my friends even can drop the "P" already..

and what am i now?

hmm..just now dinner i was having dinner with min,jiuh,loon and kakei..

thanks for u all accompany me...

my parents have to go for their employee's wedding dinner..

and my sister was go out with her friend..

so im nearly alone tonight..

thanks guys!!

suppose dont have so few people..

but its a long story..i duwan to explain here..

and im tired now..

i wanna post this just because of the Baden Powell Day..

why huh?

i duno..juz feel tat i should post something for this special day...

but i really dont have mood now cz my eyes almost fully close,

and i cant c my keyboard..

okie..thats all for tonight...

God bless me for the test..

tagged by voon

001. Real name → Ong Chin Siang
002. Nickname(s) → fei siang,fatty,uncle ong,ong chin siang(which the ong sound is the third sound in chinese)
004. Zodiac sign → aquarius
005. Male or female → Male for sure!
006. Elementary → Poi Lam
007. Middle School → Poi Lam
008. High School → Poi Lam
009. College School → Inti International University College
010. Hair color → currently pure black and some white hair..lol
011. Long or short → Short now
012. Loud or Quiet → loud and quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → phone which hold camera
015. Health freak → nope
016. Drink or Smoke? → nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → sometimes
018. Eat or Drink → drink and eat
019. Piercings → never
020. Tattoos → never

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → nope
024. First best friend → Chong Jia Jet
025. First award → 1st runner up of singing contest in kindergarden
026. First crush → dont remember
027. First pet → dog
028. First big vacation → singapore
030. First big birthday → 9 years old?it was chinese new year tat time!

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → waitting for the dinner
050. Drinking → six big bottles and 3 small bottles of mineral on my room
052. I'm about to → play game after post this
053. Listening to → David Archuleta - You Can
054. Plans for today → do the econ after dinner and sleep early
055. Waiting for → Manchester United come to malaysia..

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → sure
059. Want to get married? → ya
060. Careers in mind → hairstylist,professional footballer

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → i dun mind as long as she is not taller than me
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → either of them is not nice for gals
074. Sensitive or loud→ dont want!
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → dont want!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → stolen at inti
081. Ran away from home → never do it
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → someday maybe
083. Killed somebody → nope
084. Broken someone's heart → people broke mine
085. Been arrested → nope
087. Cried when someone died → almost,for my friend nearly die in front of me

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → ya..i think
090. Miracles → wont happen on me
091. Love at first sight → yea
092. Heaven → lol
093. Santa Claus → lol
094 Tooth Fairy → lol
095. Kiss on the first date → my 1st kiss still here
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → ya..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ya.im appreciate it
099. Do you believe in God → sometimes,b4 the exam
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people → min,kakei,wei xiang,lik ye and i duno who should i tag..==